being socialy unadapted
Have you ever felt being different from others? Well I f*cking do, more and more everyday. I feel I'm becoming a lab rat. My legs are white and I ain't have a sun tan up to now this summer. What the hell is going on? I went to see one of my friend this afternoon. She invited me for lunch with her baby and her cousin. I was feeling kinda weird being with other people. Then, we went to swim at her place. Damn it, I didn't feel I was fitting in. They are great people, very nice, warm… everything. F*ck… It's kinda hard to get me out of the lab for other things than having a beer at the Chasse-Galerie (the university bar). I came back few hours ago from her place. And guess where I am right now… at the lab, writing on my wordpress. I ain't have a social life. I'm only socialy unadapted…
Maybe it’s just a temporary situation… You seem to experience such bad things in your life and you have to work in two places at the same time. There’s a lot of things to make you feel that way!